The scale
has not budged for 10 days now - Been hovering around 82 (+/-) a few hundred
grams. That is not a morale booster. I seem to be getting into this kind of
cycle regularly. Just staying stuck at a particular weight for days together
and then, one morning, whoosh! A few kilos down. I am hoping that will happen
again.
But I
have some admissions. I’m drinking less water, and eating more refined carbs –
white rice being one and some finger millet cookies. Despite this, as per my
estimate, my total calorie consumption during the day is under 1500 calories.
A
thyroid test is due, and I intend to get that done today. That will clear some
of the other related worries I have been having.
Enrolling
at the gym will cost about two hours every day, plus a lot of money that I
cannot afford to waste. That includes transit time, work out and other things.
I prefer to get my work out done in the morning, because that way, I have
evenings available for the toddler and other sundry affairs. I am totally
unable to figure this out. I don’t know if it IS so hard, or I am just being
me. I think the latter.
Looking at
the larger picture, I know I will persist. I know I am going to get to the end
of this. But sometimes, these hiccups really do discourage me. Any thoughts?
I just want you to know that you are not alone. I am on this journey with you.
ReplyDelete:) thanks!also for dropping by.
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