Hey guys!!! Sporadic blogging been happening. Sometimes life takes over and speeds so much that it is hard to catch a breath and think about WHY the scale is stuck!
April was the month I knew would be a bit hard on me. I prepped by steeling my mind ready to face whatever came my way. And then even as all those things unrolled I became angry, frustrated, depressed and just a crabby person to be around with. I was fighting with the Scientist ALLthe time, and was just being an unpleasant person.
The storm has passed. It has left me pretty dulled down specially on the career front, extremely confused and as I was telling the Scientist feeling like a headless chicken. Some mornings I woke up with great enthusiasm to decipher the direction I wanted to go in and on some mornings, I was so annoyed with myself.
Anyway after days of moping around and facing the brunt of injury that I feel I invited from running on tarred road, I think I am ready to get back at life! I will not be running the TCS world 10k and will simply think about the July half marathon in June!! Till then I plan to rest my aching left hip muscle, left knee, shin and lower back and simply be able to walk pain free! Exercise shall be restrcted to low impact - elliptical (like old times!) walking and a bit of yoga may be. So for now its goodbye to Body pump, Jillian Micheals and running. I was very very upset about not running, but lately the pain became unbearable, so I decided its high time I just do simple things.
Food which is the perpetual issue will have to be dealt with - thanks to the stress ulcer pain I developed! Yea I know I am badly in need of some healing time! I do have some nice things to share with you too - like the nice woman at the gym who told me I've lost a lot of weight since she saw me first at the gym! It has been about 8 kgs so far and I know I have atleast another 8 to go. I also realised some time back that I moved from the "obese " BMI to "overweight" BMI! Really I am SO glad about that!!
So thats that. May plans will come soon and I am so shocked! Were we not just making New Year Goals???